I know, I'm sorry. Forgive me?
See, here's the thing... We had an unexpected but very welcomed bit of news.
But, it has been difficult. I am by no means complaining. After all, children are a blessing from the Lord and a reward (Psalms 127). It has been tough though. I started working again a few months ago--part-time, but it's still cutting into the time I spent homemaking and with Aaliya.
While struggling to figure out exactly how to balance everything out, we figure out that we were expecting our second little bundle of joy. Then, comes morning sickness, bad morning sickness. Part of the struggle was that while pregnant with Aaliya, I suffered with ante-natal depression and I was starting to feel the same way this time around. I was doing absolutely everything I could to treat it and beat it. Trying to balance that, working, homemaking, and dealing with a very active, very cute toddler (yikes, I have a toddler now!) I have been a little overwhelmed and under the weather-generally. Sooo, my writing suffered.
I am so very sorry.
The recurring theme through all this however seems to be one thing; Christ has given me and will continue to give me enough grace to last for today. Tomorow is of no importance because today has enough worries of its own.
He willl provide just what I need, the day I need it. Not a second too late and not a moment too soon. So, today, it seemed grace abounded. I was able to finally clean the bedrooms, one of two bathrooms and the kitchen. I did three loads of laundry and am almost fully caught up with it. I was able to get a head start on several Christmas cards, and I cooked (and cleaned after) dinner, as well as take a nice long bath and write a blog. Praise the Lord, His grace abounds.
Our living room, dining room and guest bath are still messy, but there will be enough grace for that another day. I wasn't the most patient Mommy today, but there will be enough grace for that tomorrow. There are still about 50 things on my to-do list, but God will grant me grace for them another day (or five!).
I pray you'll stick with me as I kinda manuever through these uncharted waters and try to manage in blogging on top of everything else. Pray for me as I pray for you. I covet prayers, so I will sow prayers.
Here's to whatever grace He chooses to grant to us tomorrow!